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| Wednesday, April 28th, 2004 | | 12:40 am |
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cool. | | Sunday, February 29th, 2004 | | 10:59 am |
I totally got food poisoning from 7-11 | | Friday, February 20th, 2004 | | 1:47 am |
I've been here before a few times and I'm quite aware we're dying and your hands, they shake the goodbyes and I'll take you back if you have me So here I am, I'm trying so here I am, are you ready? come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you, always kiss you, taste you, all night, always And I'll miss your laugh, your smile I'll admit I'm wrong if you tell me I'm so sick of fights, I hate them let's start this again for real So here I am, I'm trying so here I am, are you ready? so here I am, I'm trying so here I am, are you ready? Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you, always kiss you, taste you, all night, always come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you, always kiss you, taste you, all night, always I've been here before a few times and I'm quite aware we're dying Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you, always kiss you, taste you, all night, always come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you, always kiss you, taste you, all night, always Always, always | | 1:45 am |
and no, that wasn't to you. | | Monday, February 16th, 2004 | | 12:02 pm |
She says...comon comon..
I told myself I would only post if I had something interesting to say... so I decided to retract all previous statements and post anyway. I've been reading a lot.. and listening to a lot of music. I met this really cool guy the other day through a mutual friend, and he came down yesterday and got me colored pencils, and drew with me. That was pretty sick, right? He's a cool guy but he lives in HB so I can't get too attached to having him around as a friend, or I'll start to miss the guy. Screw missing people. So all of my friends seem to be doing really well, which always makes me really pumped for them. DD is visiting from LA, and like always, he's a partner in crime.. and Colby is down from TX with her boyfriend, and they look inseperably happy. Good news on that. Starbucks is cool. I like the job so far.. it just kind of sucks because I work a lot of days in a row, but only like 3-5 hour shifts.. so I might as well work half the time and the same amount of hours... that'd be easier on me, but ah well, it's not like anything I'm doing other than work is really all that important. I better see Rich soon, I miss that fucker. It's such a small world it's unbelievable. Time to clean my car, yay me. | | Wednesday, February 11th, 2004 | | 12:26 am |
Starbucks is by far the most interesting job I've hard in a while... It's a lot different than anything I've done. It's so coorperate, but that's digs. Anywho..Beth Orton is a great chick, you should all download some of her songs, any of them.. they're all pretty awesome. Wess and I have been spending more time together, and I can't talk enough about how much I love bickering with him, as long as he keeps it above the belt. He's so close to my heart. Im stoked for another friend of mine, cootie, that just got a gf a while ago. Way to go guy! Okay so that shits borring and that's all I've got. I don't have anything profound to say, which I mention in every post regardless of what opinon anyone rather than myself has. Did that make sense? I'm infamous for rambling, pardon me. -Till(haha) next time. | | Thursday, January 29th, 2004 | | 11:03 am |
Updates updates updates.
Nothing much new in my life that I can talk about. I was going to go on a wild tangent about a few things, but a few people read my journal that wouldn't appreciate the news this way, so I've decided against it. I can update about a few other things though. I changed jobs... I was working at Coffee Grinder, but due to Christian devout management, and my tattoos, and lifestyle... it didn't work out. I had to quit due to the fact that I was blindly judged numourous times, I can't even hang out with a co-worked unless they think we're fucking. Anyway... Starbucks should be good.. although I'm working at the one place I always said I wouldn't work at due to the mom and pop shops I'm used to, but I also know that I hang out there, I drink coffee, they have benefits and I need to pay my rent. I miss my friends that moved away. I love it when they come and visit but then I get all sad again when they have to leave. I guess there isn't much updating to do. I'll do some more updates later when I get some pics uploaded and such. <3 | | Wednesday, December 31st, 2003 | | 12:42 am |
Fuck...
I'm so bored. AH I can't even stand it. I can't stand being in this house right now, in this room, staring at this tv, feeling hungover, asdnsajksa | | Saturday, December 27th, 2003 | | 4:08 am |
Okay well, tonight has made me so .... lost. I just wanted to have someone to put a smile on my face. I haven't smiled all day, I needed someone to make me laugh. I needed to hear someone cared, anyone, but especially you. I needed to not only hear the bad things you think about me, but maybe for you to tell me it's okay to be sad right now because of everything, and you can't understand fully but at least you wanted to be there. You didn't want to be there. I was a burden call. I've always been a burden.. Now I see it so clearly. I've been someone you've pitied. I've been someone that you care about sometimes, but you just don't want to hurt me. You sheild me from the full truth, sometimes.. becuase youre confused, but I've figured it out. I didnt want to say goodbye. It kills me. I think of not talking to you or seeing you anymore, even if its just for a few months, and my eyes swell up with tears and my heart starts to hurt. I refused to be that person, that person that calls and you look at the caller ID and think ugh.. I can't be that person. I can't handle being that to you. I don't act this way with anyone but you, you make me feel more than I wanted to, then and now. I decided to make up my mind. You were worried one night I'd let go, and you might just end up missing me and you would be upset about it. You can let me know if that happens, and I'll let you know how things are then, but I doubt it will. I tried hard with you, it never worked. I always failed. I'm not going to feel sorry for myself with this one, I'm going to do the right thing. I'm going to let you go. I'm going to get over you. I have to get over you, I can't take it anymore. I love loving you, more than I love loving anything else I love... but I can't love someone who doesn't love my love. What do you care anyway...ah.. well I'm going to write in my LJ and figure everything out here. I don't have to talk to you about when I miss you. I don't have to tell you that I want to see you, becuase I miss your smile. I don't have to tell anyone anything anymore, I can keep it all to myself, or at least on lj... considering I don't think a lot of people read it much anyway. Especially an entry this long. They know it's just rambling from experiance. Maybe you'll read this and know why it's so hard for me to say goodbye. Maybe you'll understand why I hang up and call back. Maybe you'll get a feeling of what i feel to let go. I'll never fully let go. I don't think I can, but I can't do this anymore. I feel so unwanted so much, Im so tired of feeling unwanted lol Yeah, it might be me feeling sorry for myself, but i think everyone deserves to feel loved once in a while. I think everyone deserves to feel like they have someone they could call, anytime, and itd be okay. I never want to talk to anyone agian, anyone that I think I make unhappy... but mostly, I dont want to talk to someone who tells me I bring them down.. I never want them down. It kills me, but I have to say goodbye. Now please, god or whoever.whatever.whichever, please give me the stregth to let it go. | | Friday, December 26th, 2003 | | 2:43 am |
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| | Thursday, December 11th, 2003 | | 2:11 am |
One last thing to try [Unknown LJ tag]poop. | | 2:10 am |
Lets try this to see if it works... shall we?  | | Tuesday, December 9th, 2003 | | 12:07 am |
| | Saturday, December 6th, 2003 | | 5:15 am |
P.S Quit the vices, you're weak with them. | | 5:10 am |
Okay so this is what journals are for right? To get drunk and post things to yourself so that when you wake up the next morning you remember what you were thinking that made a shit load of sense because of how many you had to drink. Well here it goes... Reanna.. this is for you. 1. You're too impulsive. Slow the fuck down, whats your rush. Take a breathe, a second to reflect on whats going on around you. 2. Stop trying to control shit, who are you to try? Stop it. 3. Eat healthier, yes, Rusty's and you have a good relationship, they give you free pizza, but it's like, comon girl... you say you're fat and then you eat pizza everynight? 4. Don't quit your job because you're a lazy stoner. Grow up. 5. Stop trying to tell yourself what to feel, it doesn't work anymore, accept that. 6. Stop feeling sorry for yourself, it's pathetic, and selfish. 7. Read this not in terms of how much you suck, but as a reminder of how far you've come. | | Friday, December 5th, 2003 | | 12:14 pm |
Good song.
"Walking On Broken Glass" Time goes by, I just try To hold my head up high People try to deny Classify, or just hide The feelings, what's inside Broken hearts, and hard times Don't let life break you down this time I'm sitting here, crying here You're alone and dying There waiting for bad news Like walking on broken glass No answers for what was asked. You're all alone. Cuz you know that I'd give my life for you Time can be nothing but our enemy Don't give up just hold on Is the pain just too strong To hold on Sometimes we're wrong when we think we're right Tonight will be the night You'll break free from this fight Dont let life break you down this time I'm sitting here, crying here You're alone and dying There waiting for bad news Like walking on broken glass No answers for what was asked. You're all alone. Cuz you know that I'd give my life for you Time can be nothing but our enemy I die inside from all I feel Does it have to be this way? Memories of yesterday When it all just slips away I'd give up everything I had to keep you one more day I know that it's not right Why do we feel this way? Why do I feel this way I'm sitting here, crying here You're alone and dying There waiting for bad news Like walking on broken glass No answers for what was asked. You're all alone. Cuz you know that I'd give my life for you Time can be nothing but our enemy |
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